Kim Beom-su: "Couldn't even sing 'I Miss You'.. Feeling like being sentenced to death" Confesses trauma [Mi-oo-sae] [★Bam TV]

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Singer Kim Beom-su revealed that he has been suffering from stage trauma for seven years since he had to stop a performance.

On the 13th, the SBS variety program "My Little Old Boy" (hereinafter "Mi-oo-sae") showed Kim Beom-su visiting a specialized center for vocal practice.

Before singing his representative song "I Miss You," Kim Beom-su said, "Was this song so scary? Just hearing the word Jeonju makes me feel terrible.." revealing his fear.

He then began singing, but pitch deviations occurred repeatedly, and even his tone wavered. Mobengers watching felt heartbroken, saying things like "It's painful" and "What should we do?" while studio guests also watched the screen with serious expressions.

Medical examinations at the hospital found no specific issues, but Kim Beom-su stated that he continues to experience discomfort in his voice production. He revealed that the problem first occurred seven years ago ahead of his 20th debut anniversary concert.

Kim Beom-su recalled, "I had prepared everything for the performance, and I still remember that day vividly. I warmed up my throat starting an hour before rehearsal. After using my voice for about an hour, it felt like my battery was down to 5%. My voice wouldn't come out."

He continued, "Until the day before, everything seemed fine, but when I went to the hospital, the doctor told me that performing in my current condition was impossible. The feeling on that day was as if the sky had fallen for a singer."

Kim Beom-su stated that his nightmare began from the moment he informed the audience that the performance would be difficult. He said, "The feeling of stepping onto the stage was too scary. It felt like being put on the Cha Ga-un (Prof.) scaffold, and I thought I would never come down again. If I could disappear, I wanted to vanish. I felt completely exposed."

He added, "I apologized and canceled the performance, but the audience started applauding. I actually thought it wasn't something that should be okay or worthy of applause, so I felt even more sorry."

Kim Beom-su said, "When I returned home and lay down, I realized I had suffered a tremendous mental shock. It kept appearing like a nightmare. I think that was the beginning of the trauma I developed then. The problem from that day continued to torment me."

Shin Dong-yup carefully remarked, "It seems like a sudden mental instability for an athlete, similar to a cramp. There are cases where people suffer for several years and then recover, so it feels like that."

Kim Beom-su later revealed that the stage had become a fearful space for him. He said, "The stage was my most fun playground for me. But from then on, whenever I went on stage, my hands and feet would tingle, I would sweat, and my heart would race."

He continued, "I took about a year off to rest without singing. When I tried going back on stage, it felt like I had returned to that time. It wasn't something I could just brush aside. Afterward, my condition became increasingly unstable, and the frequency of ruining performances increased," eliciting sympathy.

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