After the brain tumor was determined..Hwang Hye-young confesses, "It's going to be a storm, but I'm enduring it." [Star Issue]

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Hwang Hye-young, a broadcaster from the mixed group Tutu, expressed her feelings ahead of her first brain follow-up in three years.

On the 21st, Hwang Hye-young released a photo of herself undergoing a test at the hospital and said, "Three years have already passed. have been followed up every six months and every year since he was diagnosed in 2010 "I felt liberated from the world when I heard for the first time three years ago that I could see it three years later," he said. "Even though I knew that I had to live with a follow-up examination for the rest of my life, after three years, I felt nervous and went back to my place a few days ago."

Hwang Hye-young said, "If I look at the age of 38 now, I remember the day when I visited the hospital alone for a test and listened to the test results alone, as I always did at the age of 37, due to the constant headache and dizziness," adding, "It's meningioma." What's that?? A brain tumor Hurry up and set the date for the surgery It was really simple and short. I don't know how cold it was even in the middle of winter, and I don't know how long I sat on the outdoor bench at the hospital. I didn't even cry. Why did this happen to me...I didn't think so. "Yeah, why not? It's understandable. I thought it would be like this in the end," he said.

Hwang Hye-young said, "I think it was probably from the age of four or five, my youngest day I can remember. My house, where two days are loud and broken, and then there was no mother in the early morning of the next day. I held on to an empty closet and my mom's indoor clothes I wore last night and went out to find her without wearing shoes properly, he said. "My dad was always busy and my mom was always gone." It was always a day of quarrel when the two of you were at home together, and I was always the subject of my mother's anger afterwards. He poured out all 100 sets of words that parents should never say to their children. It was poured out and disappeared, and it was repeated dozens of times," he said.

"My childhood memories are always gray. Every evening, I wandered from room to room and fell asleep, and I was scolded at school because I couldn't do my homework alone, and I cried until 2-3 a.m. and didn't know what to do, he said. "My childhood and teens were always nervous, dark, depressed, and terribly lonely."

Hwang Hye-young said, "I think it's right that I endured every day with depression drugs and panic disorder drugs that I started taking since I was in my 20s. As a result, I thought it was natural to diagnose a brain tumor. It was rather strange that my body, which had endured such a difficult, depressed, and lonely childhood, did not break down somewhere, he said. "It was tiring to just live." When I was so tired that I wanted to rest, I met my husband when I put everything down without any will, and he was willing to be my straw. "The scar that I kept getting sick without a break when I was young is now a layered scar, and I have a harmonious new family, and I have become a mother who does my best to promise my children that I will never bite back the wounds I received," he said.

At the same time, Hwang Hye-young said, "Even if I eat or work for another week after today's follow-up examination, whatever I do, I will be in a storm, but I will endure silently as always. I'm a mother," he added.

Hwang Hye-young made her debut as a Tutu member in 1994 and received a lot of love. Since then, it has achieved annual sales of 10 billion won by operating a shopping mall, but has recently announced a break. Hwang Hye-young married Kim Kyung-rok, a politician-turned-businessman, in 2011 and has twin sons.

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